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so this week has been bad.
that could be my fault.
it probably is.
found something things out this week that i wasnt so happy about.
but its not the end of the world.
life goes on.
so ive heard that im overly concieded and that everything that is done should be about me.
i love it.
i know there are somethings that i tend to be concieded about and thats my fault.
everyone can be like that.
i dont like being the center of attention, so why would everything be about me?

anyways, S&E was GREAT!
we got a 1!
i was so happy.
we all deserved it.

Clint's mom is in the hospital...having surgery.
i have been worrying all day.
lets hope this week is better.

section leader and drum major auditions this week!
im nervous.
what ever happens, happens.

late night posts

so its about 1 30 in the morning.
and it is so Ansley's birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANSLEY!!!
sweet 16. got to love it.

anyways, i had prom on saturday.
it was amazing!!! i had so much fun.
Clint is the best ever!
when we were slow dancing...i wanted to be in his arms forever.
this relationship feels different.
im not sure if thats normal or what.
i feel right when i am with him.
ahh...i dont want to screw this one up.
the thing that sucks is that he is going to collage in a few months, but by then i can drive.
so it wont be too terribly bad.

today was monday...it was a pretty crappy day.
i hate it when mondays start off crappy b/c then my week is crappy.
i should be getting my sax tomorrow [tuesday].
it i dont...then whoever i am doing S&E with...we are screwed.
i could borrow tingles....but he might not let me.
that will be my last resort.
if the store doesnt give me back my sax tomorrow...my mom with go all crazy on their asses.
she almost did today.
i had to walk out.

well i really dont know what else to say....
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN ANSLEY!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

this is ridiculous!!!!

UGH! so i havent had my sax for a few days. no i find out that they can do half of it for $350 or all of it for $700. and my mom is mad about it. she wants to take it somewhere else. but that will take 3 weeks. i cant go through class without it for 3 weeks!!! and Solo and Ensemble [S&E] is next weekend. i think i need a instrument [preferably mine!] that weekend. or i can wait till summer to get it done. i dont want to play something that sounds like a piece of crap. all i asked from her for christmas and my birthday was to get my sax re padded. but NOOOOOO...she goes and buys a whole bunch of other crap. its not that i am not greatful for her doing that. i just didnt want her to. i only asked for one thing. all my presents could have paid for my sax. i am so aggravted right now. mostly bc of S&E, i dont want to let my partners down. i have dedicate myself to work with these people and now my sax is being retarted. and i would say that i would go without getting it re padded, but this thing hasnt been touched in 10 years. TEN YEARS!!!!!!!! we bought it brand new. it went through collage marching band, collage band, and now high school band...and a few high school marching band. i think it is in pretty bad shape. GRRR!


anyways, yesterday was Easter. I had a blast! played some basketball and volleyball. i almost beasted in basketball, but i beasted in volleyball. i even spiked it and hit Clint...oops. i am competetive when it comes to volleyball....ask Ansley. hehe. but we played volleyball with a soccer ball....it hurt really bad. my wrists are brusied and i broke a vain, but thats not new for me.

i really hope all this band crap gets worked out. i dont want shumick mad at me bc i cant play for a long time. [even though i am getting a lot of things done for him this week]. i just want it to be back to normal.

i am so stressed! the stupid research paper for english. i have only written my intro for it. i dont really want to work on it tonight, but it is due thursday. i wish it was due friday so i could turn it in on monday since i have that field trip. i will just work my butt off for it and do my chem homework this weekend since its due friday and i wont be there. haha. i am blowing off all other homework this week.

good news is that friday is prom. im nervous and excited all at the same time. i wont know anyone but Clint. and that scares me. and i am scared that i will be too shy to dance since i dont know anyone. oh well. we will just see what happenes. and i am also going to the car and bike show that morning. hope i see people [best friends] there. well maybe i should go work on my paper...*sigh* i love you all [even though Ansley is the only one that reads my blogs] so in other words....i love you Ansley. haha.

Weeeeeee.....[random]

Lets see...what do we talk about...?

So, tomorrow is Easter. I am going over to Clint's grandmother"s house. My mother is aggravating me about cleaning and my paper. Grrr. I wish she would let me be.

Oh yea...Me and my mom were coming home from wally world and there was a cop. The freaking cop car was black with gray writing. And this was at NIGHT!!! Cops can be so shady. Who can see a cop car that is black at night??? Really? Come on now.

I love my life...and everything in it. I have wonderful friends. And even though I dont get along with my family...they are great too. Yea I have drama and crap, but everyone does. That is what makes life, life. And I love it!

So I was recently told that my "country" accent has come out more and more each day. I cant tell. Maybe once I go back to school, people can tell me. Ha. I guess I can shut up now. Whoo hoo. Well HAPPY EASTER everyone!!!! I love you all!

hmm...my first blog :D

i finally made one of these thingys.
i have been reading Ansley's for who knows how long.
its spring break right now...im bored like always.
and i really have to pee. :DD

i cant wait till tomorrow. i get to go to Clint's house for dinner and just chill over there. i dont want to clean my room but i may have to.

prom is next weekend. i cant wait! i am not going to know anyone there. hopefully i wont get too shy.

i really dont know what to talk about on these things. i guess i should go figure out how to work it and crap like that. i have a feeling i might bore people....oh well.