random input for the day....

i hate crying..

enough said.

another "in class" blog

this one was in 6th period:

"so i'm in english and i just finished my persuasive essay we had to write to practice for the GHSWT or something like that. we had to write about new courses we wanted to take. i just ranted about how new courses are a waste. oh, but my hane writing was so pretty (for once).

i love wwriting in pen. i have more control over my hand. ha. i am really excited about next friday. it is our first football game. it is gonna be so much fun!

i reallt dont know why i do this, but it gives me something intersting to talk about on here. well i have 5 minutes left in class and my pinkie is cramping up. i'll holla at you guys later. duces!"

wow...i said "holla" and "duces"...thats just as bad as me saying "coolio".

today was pretty good. i didnt really do much at practice. im starting to like this back field thing. i can be lazy!

me and jonathon had a great conversation after practice. we havent talked like that in forever! it brought back fun times.

well i have a pretty good amount of homework that cant do itself....so i have to help.
*says in Nick's country accent* bye now!

why is everyone sick???

its crazy!
i was sick the first 2 weeks of school.
now everyone is getting sick.
25% of the marching band was out on thursday's practice.
everyone needs to stop getting sick.
i think this is turning me into a germophobic.
im going to start carrying around hand sanitizer.
im NOT going to get sick again.
i was miserable.
so people...STOP KISSING PEOPLE!
haha, just kidding. i dont think i could do that.
so i know if i cant stop doing that then some other people couldnt.

oh and cheating is bad.
dont do it.
:D

CLINT!

I miss you...a lot!
I don't think you realize how hard it was to say good-bye they day you moved in.
Yes, I am a corny person when it comes relationships.
And I have told you that before.
I have my corny moments.
And right now is one of them.

I really do miss you and I love you.
You need to come home.

I love you, baby.

so...yea.

This weekend was fun.
Reesie's party was amazing!
I had a great time.

Labor day weekend will be awesome and suck all at the same time.
I am going to the races.
And Clint is coming home and I hope be able to see him.
I guess that is what I get.
Ugh.

I'm not in the best mood right now.
This f***ing sucks.

Bordom in US History...

I got extremely bored during the lecture in 5th period today so I wrote something that I was going to type on here and post. It is completely pointless.

"So I'm sitting in my US History class and we are talking about coloization and my teacher just said something about ghost children. I have no idea what that has to do anything.

I am writing on the back of a flyer thingy for class elections. I think it's a waste of time. I threw away 2 flyers.

We are also talking about natives and Indians and I started singing a song from Pocahontas. I really want to watch it now. I think I will later. Then I can watch Lion King. Hmmm..."


Yea, thats what I wrote in 5th period today. Like I said...pointless!

So I might be going to a "rave" this weekend (atleast that is what she is calling it). I think it will be so fun. She told me I could "dress the part"...I'm not really sure what the part is.

The next weekend...I'm not sure what I'm doing. Sanchez said something about hanging out that weekend, but I haven't heard anything. But the weekend after that (the first weekend in September) will be AMAZING! I am going out to Atlanta Motor Speedway with my sister and going to the race on Saturday. I might spend the night there with them in the camper Friday night. But I know I am Saturday night. Then Sunday I will go home and pick up Kristen and she will stay with me for Labor Day.

I have to go do my Physics homework now. I think I might cry. I hate this class. But it is better than AP Chem.

My computer is being stupid and the chrager for the laptop is broken. This sucks!

Hmph...

Today completely sucked.
I start of the day by getting my [horrible] test grade back in Physics.
Then I go to band...enough said.
then I go to lunch....I wanted to shoot my brains out.
Then I go to us history and the people in that class are stupid (most of them).
and AP lang was boring as crap.
and Trig just confused me.

I'm pretty sure im just going to be glazed over this week.

I really miss Clint.
It doesnt really feel like he is gone b/c I'm not use to seeing him everyday anyways.
but still.
he said he will be home in a couple weeks....he better.
but his dorm is really nice and i like it.
i was scared to use the bathroom though.

just 2 more years until im out and on to college...(if i make it there)
ugh.
well i have a lot of homework to do.
and i want to go to bed.
im not sure if i will get on for the rest of the week, but i might.
just depends on how i feel.

Yea so...

I really don't know what to talk about.
I think this weekend will be a mixture of happy and sucky.
I get 2 more days with Clint.
2 is better than none.
and it's not like it will be the end of the world.

Anyways, school is okay.
Physics is killing me.
Hopefully I will get better at it.
English and Physics will be my lowest grades.
They already are with a 75 in English and a 30 in Physics.
But it is just the beginning of school.
I will have more grades to put in there.

Marching band yesterday was fun.
We got into our uniforms and took a group picture.
And then we went inside and played music.
I really didn't do that much except for conduct a few songs behind a wall with Nick and Kristen Led.
Then once we put the drumline in with the band,
the stand tunes sounded AWESOME!!
I couldn't stop laughing at Andrew when he was dancing and playing Word Up.
And people were laughing at me and Kristen Led. when we were dancing and conducting to September.
Gosh, I can't wait for our first football game! It will be so much fun!

I have to go eat now and take my meds.

Being sick sucks

The first week was pretty good...
other than being sick all week.
i have been sick since LAST friday.
who gets sick the first week of school????
Gahh.

my throat doesnt hurt anymore, but im still coughing really bad.
and i have an ear infection in my left ear and i cant hear out of it.
my mom said if i dont get better by monday then i cant go to school and i have to go to the doctor.
i cant miss practice.
its one thing to be marching. if you arent there, then there is a hole in the drill.
if you are drum major then the people who are counting on you for the tempo get let down b/c you arent there. so i have to be there. i have been pushing through being sick all week. im not going to let it stop me now!

and i hate missing class. especially since i have an AP class this year. and i cant miss a day in physics. i already dont understand it as it is. missing a day would KILL me!

on a good subject..
next weekend will be great.
i cant wait.
a whole weekend with Clint.
my life is great.
and im actually not upset about him leaving Sunday.
atleast not yet.
i think im just coming to reality.
i'd rather him move out and go to college then not to go at all.
(like some people...who are pathetic losers now...but im not saying any names)

First Day of School

It is tomorrow.
Not really excited.
But I am concidered am upperclassmen now.
That's exciting.

Not looking forward to August 16th.
But I will live.
I have had a lot of time to think.