Birthday and LGPE

So my birthday is March 12th.
Wind Symphony has our performance evaluation that day too.
My sister has come to every one so far.
I ask her if she is coming and she said "I dont think I can make it, I have another concert to go to."
This "other" concert is a small rock concert that some of her and her husband's friends are in.
I don't mnd her missing my concert, but it's my birthday.
i guess her her case .... sisters < friends.

So I guess it is just going to be my mom this year. My birthday is finally on a Friday and the only person I will be with is my mom. (im always with my best friend so that doesnt count, she will always be there for me). Hopefully my other sister will come. idk who else I could ask. I know my dad wont come. I know I want to ask someone else, but I pretty sure that someone wont want to come even if it is my birthday.

Well I leave for Athens tomorrow right after school. I haven't started packing and it is 11:30 at night. Fail bekah. Well....ok.

yea soooo....

i went to middle georgia today and hung out up there with clint.
i guess i had fun.
idk.
it was good seeing him, but yea.
it just felt weird.

i leave for JanFest on thursday.
then i wont be back until sunday.
i am going to try to bring my laptop.
my mom has been saying i cant bring it with me,
but imma try.

i probably could have lived without today.
but i am really glad i got to see him! I love him!
idk when i will see him next.
ill be at JanFest when he comes home and then he might not come that next weekend and then the next weekend ill be at beta convention.
so thats...3 weeks??? gross.

oh i get a new phone in about a week.
i think my mom is going to get verizon.
im either getting the env touch or the rouge.
which one should i get????

AHHH. I will love 2010!

So marching band???
BOA (Bands of America)!!!!!!
(it's really not a secret anymore b/c it's on the calender)
I never thought Shumick would take us there.
He said he didn't want to.
Wow.
My senior year, drum major, BOA in the Georgia Dome!
Holy freaking crap.

And then 8th grade night is vs. Union Grove.
Homecoming is vs. Ola.
Senior night is vs Alcovy.
I might actually like the games this season.

Shumick nominated me for the All American Marching Band.
I am not going to get my hopes up too high b/c a lot of people try out for that.
Especially saxes.
I will try my hardest though.

SENIORS2011
LEADERSHIP2011
MARCHINGBAND2011

Why would you lie??

Why???
What did I do to you to make you lie to me??
You are the last person I EVER thought would lie to me.
And to hide it from me is even worse.
I will make you tell me.
If I have to find it or not.
Let it be known if you don't tell me and I find out on my own...then we are done.
I love you, yes. But I don't appriciate you lying to me.
And I hope you know you ruined my day.
2010 started off good, but now it is just sucking.

I dont know if I will get over this.
I grew up with it and I told how I felt about it, but you still lied to me.
Just remember...Karma is a bitch. You got what is coming to you.