Blood...

So I gave blood today.
It was not bad at all.
I worried WAY too much.
I would do it again.

Any ways, Aaron is just fine.
The worst of his inguries (sp?) were a shattered collarbone and arm.
It makes me very happy that he is okay.
I am still praying for him though.

Well I am going to eat some cookies like a fatty.
:DDD

Aaron....

My prayers are with him.
All I know is that he was life flighted out of there.
I felt like I knew him, but I know I don't.

It will be a long time before I get on another motorcycle.
That scene keeps running through my head.
I never thought I could cry over someone I didn't even know.

I knew when I woke up that it was gonna be a bad day.
But the competition went fine.
we got 2nd place by 1.6 points....not too bad.
and our drum majors beat out the other woodlands drum majors.

I am going to try and sleep.
I doubt it will be a good sleep, but I can try.

i just don't know

I don't know what's up with this week, but it sucks.
I feel like I lost my backbone.
It's not there.






















I just don't know anymore.

Mama...just killed a man.

So I really should be studying for my History and Math test tomorrow.
I don't think I have ever studied for a history test in my life.
I have no idea how to study for it.
I forgot my English vocab at home so I can't do my sentences.
I'll do them tomorrow in 4th period since Shumick is sick.

Clint, if you read this, you really need to post something. They arent you "awesomely fly-tastic" thoughts or whatever you call them if you dont post anything. So post something interesting!

Our past 2 competitions were pretty awesome. I cant wait till the one this weekend.

I think I am going to go study now....maybe. help???

Hate.

I offically HATE the month of October.
Everything about it.
The competitions will be okay.

I am just so aggravted right now.
I just want to be happy.

Thinking....(bad idea)

So I don't really know why, but I need like an hour of just sitting in silence to think.
no one texting me.
no music.
no tv.
not talking to anyone.
nothing.
absolutly nothing.

i have so much running through my head right now.
half bad and half good.
i just need to figure everything out.

I am not really in the greatest mood.
I am letting things get to me again.
And that will screw more over in the end.

I can't be worrying about this crap now.
I have competitions the next 3 weekends!!!
that should be the ONLY thing going through my head.
but its not.
of course it isn't.

i would just to be a normal person and not worry about every waking thing on this earth.
but no...i have to be a teenage girl and dramatize everything.











and on top of all that...my ankle hurts. D:
gahhhh.

yea...so...

I tend to be a horrible person.
I don't do it on purpose...i just don't think.
I really am sorry....I dont know how many times I have to say it before you believe it, but I will say it however many times I have to.


So anyways, my ankle feels a little bit better. still bruised though. its still swollen, but i can put a little bit of pressure on it now. karma sucks. thats all i got to say.














oh....and i have the best boyfriend in the world.
(just thought i'd throw that out there)