this is ridiculous!!!!

UGH! so i havent had my sax for a few days. no i find out that they can do half of it for $350 or all of it for $700. and my mom is mad about it. she wants to take it somewhere else. but that will take 3 weeks. i cant go through class without it for 3 weeks!!! and Solo and Ensemble [S&E] is next weekend. i think i need a instrument [preferably mine!] that weekend. or i can wait till summer to get it done. i dont want to play something that sounds like a piece of crap. all i asked from her for christmas and my birthday was to get my sax re padded. but NOOOOOO...she goes and buys a whole bunch of other crap. its not that i am not greatful for her doing that. i just didnt want her to. i only asked for one thing. all my presents could have paid for my sax. i am so aggravted right now. mostly bc of S&E, i dont want to let my partners down. i have dedicate myself to work with these people and now my sax is being retarted. and i would say that i would go without getting it re padded, but this thing hasnt been touched in 10 years. TEN YEARS!!!!!!!! we bought it brand new. it went through collage marching band, collage band, and now high school band...and a few high school marching band. i think it is in pretty bad shape. GRRR!


anyways, yesterday was Easter. I had a blast! played some basketball and volleyball. i almost beasted in basketball, but i beasted in volleyball. i even spiked it and hit Clint...oops. i am competetive when it comes to volleyball....ask Ansley. hehe. but we played volleyball with a soccer ball....it hurt really bad. my wrists are brusied and i broke a vain, but thats not new for me.

i really hope all this band crap gets worked out. i dont want shumick mad at me bc i cant play for a long time. [even though i am getting a lot of things done for him this week]. i just want it to be back to normal.

i am so stressed! the stupid research paper for english. i have only written my intro for it. i dont really want to work on it tonight, but it is due thursday. i wish it was due friday so i could turn it in on monday since i have that field trip. i will just work my butt off for it and do my chem homework this weekend since its due friday and i wont be there. haha. i am blowing off all other homework this week.

good news is that friday is prom. im nervous and excited all at the same time. i wont know anyone but Clint. and that scares me. and i am scared that i will be too shy to dance since i dont know anyone. oh well. we will just see what happenes. and i am also going to the car and bike show that morning. hope i see people [best friends] there. well maybe i should go work on my paper...*sigh* i love you all [even though Ansley is the only one that reads my blogs] so in other words....i love you Ansley. haha.