Thinking....(bad idea)

So I don't really know why, but I need like an hour of just sitting in silence to think.
no one texting me.
no music.
no tv.
not talking to anyone.
nothing.
absolutly nothing.

i have so much running through my head right now.
half bad and half good.
i just need to figure everything out.

I am not really in the greatest mood.
I am letting things get to me again.
And that will screw more over in the end.

I can't be worrying about this crap now.
I have competitions the next 3 weekends!!!
that should be the ONLY thing going through my head.
but its not.
of course it isn't.

i would just to be a normal person and not worry about every waking thing on this earth.
but no...i have to be a teenage girl and dramatize everything.











and on top of all that...my ankle hurts. D:
gahhhh.