Saturday, December 12, 2009

Winterguard

I love it.
But I am sick of Lisa picking favorites.
You can NOT tell me she doesn't.
She won't talk to my when I pass her in the hall or if I go try have a conversation with her.
But she will with some other girls.
And whenever I mess up, she gets frustrated with me.
She tells me not to get frustrated, but then gets frustrated at me. WTF!
I'm not frustrated that I can't catch the damn toss, I'm frustrated that you are get mad at me b/c I can't do it.

I told myself last season that I was not going to do it again b/c of that and other reasons.
But I didn't listen to myself.
And I am all alone this season b/c Kristen isn't doing it.
We have done this together since 9th grade. It's not the same now.

I can HONESTLY say that I am NOT looking forward to this season.
(But I am still going to try my hardest at it for the other girls)

2 comments:

  1. ... You aren't alone.
    But I feel alone too. Katie doesn't talk to me anymore. She's moved up or whatever.


    I love you Bekah, it'll get better. I promise.

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  2. Thank you Morgan. I'm still here for you.
    I love you too.

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