"and they lived happily ever after..."

not everything in life is a fairytale.
when i was little, i always wanted a perfect life (with a pony).
well now that i have grown up...nothing in life is perfect. far from it actually (and i still dont have a pony).
but i'm ok with that.
if everything were perfect then life would be boring.

I have never really opened up and acted myself to everyone.
only my family and some friends at school.
but now i promised i would.
so i have to.
and i will...it will just be hard.
but i have to work on it.

i had an awesome phone conversation tonight and it needed to be done.
so i really think everything will be okay now.
im ecstatic about it actually.
if feels good to get your actual feelings out there instead of hiding them.

this will be a good spring break.
going camping on thrusday at the lake.
tanning on the boat....yea boyyyy. ha. :)